This one goes out to all the Pat's in the crowd tonite.

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Sat, 28 Jan 2006 07:57:22 GMT

LAS VEGAS!!! We'll be leaving in 6 hours! WOOT! I get to see the Amazing Jonathan!! FUCK YEAH!! LET'S DO THIS!

FILM SCHOOL YEAH...

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 19:23:03 GMT

I'M GOING TO FILM SCHOOL!!!! I GOT ACCEPTED!! HOORAY!! I know that it's open enrollment, but I was mostly just worried that they wouldn't have space available. But now I can honestly say, that as of March 6th, 2006, I will offically be a film student at NYFA!! I'm grinning from ear-to-ear, and I feel so great!!

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Thu, 03 Nov 2005 22:15:02 GMT

So... Last night while I was making a deposit at the ATM, I ran into My ex's mom. That was a little akward... She was really nice though. She said she heard I was getting married. Weird... Maybe she just spotted my ring and thought she should find out for sure. I'm not getting married. I love Alyssa and all, but we're not gonna do that, cause we know it would kill our relationship. Nothing wrong with marriage, it just wouldn't work for us...not yet anyway. After college is a different story. Well, anyway, it was a suprise to see her, but I guess it's better than running into Kati herself. Yikes, that would be interesting, eh?

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Sat, 01 Oct 2005 18:43:12 GMT

How busy will I be? 7 days a week from 9-6 (sometimes longer), I'll be at this school. After 4 months I get a week off though, then it's back for another 4 months. I can't wait. Seriously, I really can't...

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Sat, 01 Oct 2005 18:32:54 GMT

I feel sick...

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Sat, 01 Oct 2005 18:24:08 GMT

Going off to film school in 2006. Not sure if I'm going to start in January or March, but either way I'll be busy.

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Sun, 01 May 2005 10:41:46 GMT

It's been a long day, it's been a long week, it's been a long life. Things are going well. Been in the new place for a couple of months now. No major problems, Just Will, Alyssa, and I (and often times Matt a Cat) getting along just fine. It's been as close to ideal as it can be with the 3 of us. Last month money was a little tight. Hmmm...turns out Alyssa and I aren't loaded like some people have assumed in the past...

Katie, I'm glad I haven't met any of your recent romantic interests, because they'd probably just end up asking me to lend them money, and expect me to say yes because they assume I have tons of the stuff, Just kidding.

I want this semester to end. Not because I'm sick of school. I'm actually enjoying my classes, but the end of the year is very stressful for me, and I hate getting all stressed out. Just ask my ex, I don't handle stress very well. I'm getting better though. A lot of that's Alyssa. She really is the best I could hope for. What can I say?? I love her. She's the stable part of my life. She's helped me get back into school, get out on my own, and get a good job. I'm a lot better with money than I used to be. It's a good thing I don't have any addictions, or I'd be so broke. I did start buying manga though. It's kinda like reading. Anyway, I want this semester to end, mostly so that I can have time off during the week. I mean, complete time off. Which is what I'm going to have, because I'm going to continue to work mainly just weekends this summer. That means I can spend more time on my drawing, my music, and my writing. I may even be able to finish that patio set for Alyssa. There's a lot of things I want to get into, and I'm going to enjoy having some time to explore all of those options. I love being able to live off of working on weekends alone, but at the same time, I have to wonder if I deserve such a high-paying job. I think someone like Will, or Alyssa deserves my pay, and I deserve theirs. They both work more than twice as many hours as I do, and get about the same pay. I swear the only reason I get as much as I do is because I work on base, for the amount of work I do, I should be getting $10 an hour, and that's figuring in the know-how that is required for the job, which is a fair amount. Will might be getting a new job soon making a whole bunch more, and Alyssa's pretty happy where she's at. I want her to move up to management and get her own store, but she doesn't want to work that many hours while still going to school full-time. Otherwise she'd be all for it as well. Alyssa should be getting her new car this month. Can't wait for that. Although, it has been rumored that it is a step down from her Kia. I'm gonna have to disagree on that one, but everyone is entiteled to their opinion. I feel like making another movie. No matter how much of a pain the last one was to shoot sometimes, I loved it, and I want to do it all over again. I'll have to bug Mr. "Show Me the Money" himself. Hey, he is just down the street now. That's what I love about living in Mission Oaks. I'm closer to a lot of my friends. Although, I am further from Dick, Valerie, and Josh. But Josh's girlfriend is right by here anyway. In case anyone is wondering, Dick and Valerie are still doing good, and yeah, it's true that Dick is impossible to get a hold of, and even more impossible to hang out with, but he was before too. The difference now is that you can actually hang out with him, if you invite Valerie too, which I don't have a problem with. Yeah, they're attached at the hip, but what do you expect? They're married. At least he didn't move across country for a chick like Will, (sorry buddy). I'm happy for them. Besides, I heard Valerie's pretty funny when you get her a little liquered up...

Well, that's it. Good night. I need sleep.

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Sun, 17 Apr 2005 09:48:44 GMT

It's a good thing I have Alyssa and Will here, or I'd be horribly depressed all the time. People are lame. In other news: my dingo bit my parents neighbor. She's a really nice lady so she's cool with it, but apparently he almost bit her finger clean off. I think my mom was exaggerating a bit though. She was the only one who saw it though. Her Chris (neighbor) and Dingo Dave are the only ones who really know for sure. Taking him to a behaviorist on Saturday before work. Poor guy, I wish I was there. He might not have done it if I was there. He's too skittish. but that's part of the reason I like him so much. He's paranoid, just like me, and he doesn't want to trust strangers, but the people he really cares about he trusts without question. He's a bastard when you try to push him off the couch though.

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Sun, 27 Mar 2005 20:11:32 GMT

And so we weep once again fo the struggle of the car salesman...

...Weep...

Alright, that's enough of that. Alyssa's getting a car. It's gonna be brand friggin new! She's having it made specially for her starting next month. It's not an Acura though, as we originally planned on getting. There were a few problems with the TL.

#1) Because we were looking at the previous body style, we were also looking for the S-type, which is apparently very difficult to get exactly how you want it because they don't stay at the dealership very long when they do get them in.
#2) It would have to be used because the new ones are a little too expensive, so it wouldn't have a full warranty.
#3) The resale value of the TL is apparently pretty bad seeing as how the previous body style which is only 2 years old, is going for
$10,000 less than a new one, which is nice for buying, but we don't want to be in the same situation as we are now with the Kia.
#4) The dealership felt like a dealership. The salesman we dealt with was using all his tricks to get us to stick around, consider what
what few options they did have, and then once we decided to leave, he did his best to convince us that he was working on a solution
for us, and that we should check back in with him next week. I was suprised that he went to such lengths for us, but then again, it
was raining.
#5) The older body style is not nearly as nice as the new one, and the new one is just to popular.
#6) We could have gotten exactly what we wanted if we were willing to take one with White ext. and black int. This is no ordinary black
interior. It was the finer kind of leather, that tends to really pick up on polish, and just shines like a friggin mirror, but on
top of that it was absolutely JET BLACK! Not like most black leather you see that's almost black but not quite. This was black.
EWWWWW!!!
#7) The Mini dealership right next door was a thousand times nicer. In fact, I even felt rude a couple of times for being suspicious of
just about everything they said, to the point of being rude, and they were nothing but kind and honest to me. Well, I guess the
best way to say sorry is to buy a car. Which is what she's gonna do.

I have to say the Mini is pretty bad ass. I've always kinda thought that, but never actually drove one until now. She's getting it in black, with a white top, and automatic tranny, heated seats, etc. It's nice. Oh, and it's not the standard one. It's the S. I was actually going to try to drive the manual one they had after we drove the auto, but the auto was supprisingly capable. It has the sequential auto shifter like my mom's audi has, plus it's got paddle shifters. PADDLE SHIFTERS!! I was using those, and it was just cool. Alyssa just usede the straight up auto, and to my amazement, the thing actually liked staying in gear. It didn't upshift constantly to improve mileage. Instead it stayed in gear so you wouldn't have to deal with any lag when you need to step on it. It did have a little bit of lag in the lower rpm's but I don't think I'll have any problem keeping it in it's proper gear. Oh, and Alyssa and I decided she should order the special 2-seater edition, where the rear seats are permanently folded down. So no back seat. Sorry!!

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Mon, 31 Jan 2005 08:56:49 GMT

Did anyone say...

...ONE FRIGGIN' YEAR!!

...'Cause I think I did...
...Yeah, that's right...
...We're getting a new apt. soon.
...It's pretty high class and all. Though I hate the living room. But I have to give it up for the Washer/Dryer inside the friggin' apt!! That's pretty damn cool. Anyway, gotta finish this paper here, and go to hell. How many demons have you banished from your garage today??

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Sat, 29 Jan 2005 00:17:38 GMT

Pretty accurate...

...and oddly enough...

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Wed, 10 Nov 2004 16:12:57 GMT

Just a quick one, before work...

Got a new truck, it's a five speed, and it gets me to work and school, though it has a non-functioning in-dash 6-disk cd changer, that's kind of annoying, but anyway...Birthday is coming up. Thinking about having a party at my apartment. Haven't had one in so very long. We'll see...

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Sun, 01 Aug 2004 16:14:38 GMT

Killing time, or killing people???

Here I am, temporarily girlfriendless...She'll be back in a week, but it's boring without her around, I guess I have to go back to hanging out with my friends...WEIRD!! Call me assholes!!

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Fri, 30 Jul 2004 15:54:22 GMT

Well, got a new job, getting a new car pretty soon and I'm moving down south in the near future. I'll talk to you all later though. I've got to hop on a conference call right now.

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Sat, 17 Jul 2004 07:48:01 GMT

CONGRATULATIONS TO MR. (and the future) MRS. GUBERDEX!!! Sorry, if I broke the news to soon Dick, but I'm just too excited about it. I'm so happy for you guys. It's awesome!!

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Thu, 15 Jul 2004 09:50:50 GMT

(Oh God, What Have I done?)

Well, I guess it's back to the good ole' days of staying up late and cruising about the internet. This is a real hell of a life I lead these days. I'm getting sick of it. Well, I'm getting sick of staying home all day, and then staying up all night, trying desperately to find something to do. Something to pass the time. Something that's worth while anyway. Any hoo. I need to get out more I guess. Warped Tour was a blast. Got to see a lot of good bands for the first time, and some for the second - Thursday, Bad Religion, etc. I need to do more stuff like that. I'm sick of this place. This is all I ever see anymore, and it's eating me alive. Maybe tomorrow I'll go for a walk or something. Just for a change of pace..???

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Sat, 10 Jul 2004 05:18:25 GMT

Anyway...

Been a while, but I've been lazy, so whatever...
I haven't been doing much lately. Looking for a new job...
I'll get one, There's just not much out there that I like...
I need a second car...
Something reliable and fuel efficient...
But also fast, fun, and manual...
Same old story, I guess...
Found Bobby and Nichole's turtle today...
It's been missing for about a week now, and it just turned up today, so I put it back in it's tank...
It'll probably escape again tomorrow...
Who ever heard of a turtle escaping from a fish tank..?

I've been trying to write some new stuff lately (music)...
Doing ok, but I need to be more dedicated...
I've also been toying around witht the idea of drawing some more...
I don't really have any paper here though...
For now, I'll just waste away, alone...
Just kidding...
I've always got Alyssa...
She's been so good to me...
She's so understanding, and caring, but at the same time, she gives me a reason to get up and move every morning...
That reason being that if I don't, she'll kick my ass...
If any of my friends are out there...
Call me...
I have a lot of free time these days, but not many people to spend it with since My last job kinda took over my life...

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Thu, 01 Jul 2004 19:37:11 GMT

So...anyway. It's been a while...

Yesterday was Alyssa and I's 5 month anniversary. Whooptie Doo!! Almost a half a year...That's pretty damn good considering how we first met...(snicker)...

I quit my job at the dealership. Made some money while I was there, but decided it just wasn't for me. Now it's on to the next job, and hopefully a new car. I've been without a fully functioning vehicle for a couple of weeks now, and it sucks. I need to fix the van, and then I need to make some money so that I can get a new car.

The good news about me quiting my job is that now I have a lot of free time on my hands. So if anyone wants to call me up to hang out, I'm probably available. (hopefully not for too long though.) I've been looking for jobs that have a good amount of hours, but not too many hours, and that don't work me late. That was one of the worst things about working at a dealership, late, late, late nights. Almost every night I closed, and sometimes I had to stay after closing too. That just doesn't work when I have a girlfriend who works mornings at starbucks.

So, to sum things up...I miss all my friends, call me up, we'll hang out. Hanging out with Alyssa non-stop is cool, but we need to go out and do stuff. She's getting really bored with sitting around at home all day, 'cause that's what she ended up doing a lot before, and now she's still doing it, except I'm here, so it's not as bad, but it still gets really boring really fast.

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Sun, 30 May 2004 16:15:17 GMT

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

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Mon, 24 May 2004 17:01:29 GMT

Alright Mother Fuckers!! It's official. I'm a fuckin' car salesman now. Still not a very good one, but at least I sold one now. It's hard work, long hours (on my feet most of the time), very stressfull conditions, and really good pay. I make something like $650 a week. And that's net. In another couple of months I'll be making just commision, so by then I should be pretty good at the whole car selling thing, and I'll be making even better money. Probably something like $4-5,000 a month gross.

Oh yeah, I'm moving out by the end of the month as well. I'll be mostly moved out by tomorrow hopefully, but it'll be all official by the end of the month. That's when we start paying rent anyway.

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Sun, 09 May 2004 04:13:06 GMT

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Thu, 06 May 2004 05:15:39 GMT

Your Homocidal Rampage! by crash_and_burn

Your name:

Weapon of Choice:

Agent Orange

Your Favorite Target:

Women

Your Kill Count:

1,460,572,796

Your Battle Cry:

"Enlarge your penis with this ALL-NATURAL PILL!"

Years You Spend in Jail:

How Much Money In Damages You Cause:

$9,998,080,946,102

Your Homocidal Insanity Level:: 70%

Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

I had to...

Oh, and Athena...
You post too much...

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Tue, 04 May 2004 05:59:53 GMT

First of all. I have to thank Alyssa for the past 2 days. You rock Babe!! TOWER OF TERROR IS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!! We rode on it 4 times today. It was so rad, and there was no line, 'cause no one knew it was open. It was really nice to get out, and get away from everyone and everything. (We went to Disneyland for Sunday and Monday. I got my season pass, and we stayed at the Disneyland Hotel.) It was hot, but it was the most fun I've had in a long time. And on top of everything else, I was hanging out with Alyssa, so everything was cool. We got dinner, we went on rides, she showed me cool stuff, we threw out a lot of cool water, scared some old lady, and I even got to show her why Indiana Jones is my favorite ride, although, It might be Tower of Terror now. We also got to make-out on 5 or 6 different rides, which, was basically so we could say that we had, that was fun.

In other news: I'm getting a new job this week. I don't know what it is yet, but Alyssa has made it her personal mission to get me a job this week. I need one. I need more money. I know I just spent a bunch on an annual passport for DLR, but that was well worth it, and well deserved. That was the first thing I've bought for myself (other than food, and a couple magazines) in about 6 months. The funny thing is, I actually feel really good about that. I've been paying all my bills, and taking care of myself lately. Alyssa and I even started shopping for ourselves, even though we're pretty much living together at my parents house, and we could pretty much just steal their food, but I like it this way. Which brings me to my next point...

We're probably going to be moving out pretty soon. Really soon. Really, really soon. We were thinking about moving out in August, but that's changed. An opprotunitly came up to move into a condo with another couple we know (good friends), and except for some minor things (me getting a new job), we're pretty much ready to say yes. We would be renting out the two upstairs rooms and bathroom for $700-900 ($700 if we split utilities). I'm ready to move out. I should have been a long time ago, but I'm just glad now that I have someone that I really, really want to move out with.

That's pretty much it for right now. Everyone's moving on these days, everyone's drifting apart. I'm trying to spend more time with these people, but sometimes I feel like they don't even want to talk to me. It's hard when someone who's become such a staple in your life decides to leave. You start to feel really bad about taking for granted that they would always be there. The worst part is, that it's sometimes too late to do anything about it. I'm happy for all my friends that are exploring new opprotunities, and moving on with their lives, but I'm also so sad to see them go. I guess they probably feel the same way about me. I wish I had more time. I'm sorry guys. I'm real sorry.

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Thu, 29 Apr 2004 06:01:57 GMT

(Well then. This is interesting.) Things are good. Really good.

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Fri, 23 Apr 2004 18:26:20 GMT

Started editing last night. I've been kinda stressed lately, but all is forgotten when I see Alyssa. She always makes my problems go away. I still haven't gotten my call yet. (Today I get a call to find out if I got the job or not). Alyssa says I'm gonna get the job. We'll see. I love her. She really is my better half.

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